Hannah's funerals service will be held tomorrow. The viewing is from 9am-10am, the service following right after and she will be laid to rest. I keep asking God for strength and remembering all the t-18 mommies who had to go through this. Reminding myself how strong i am because of Hannah, reminding myself i have two beautiful girls who need me now more then ever. A day at a time remind myself. Over the weekend another mom whose son passed away from trisomy 18 did a balloon release for all the babies who have passed on this year as i was looking through the pictures and names there was Hannah's beautiful name and Balloon my tears came down but not because i was sad it was happy tears for this beautiful gesture of the mother and the balloon reminded how free Hannah is.
Today i go buy our clothes for tomorrow i don't want to face this day but i know i have too, its like i do want to face it so i see Hannah's face again but then i don't because that will be the last time i see her face. So much up and downs but with god strength i will be fine. Right now this is a open wound and it hurts like hell i have keep it clean take care of it so it doesn't get infected i have to make sure it heals without a nasty scar. One step at a time.
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Hannahs balloon i love the four hearts, theres my heart, kevins,kairi and Kaliyahs heart we all love you very much.
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Funeral service
Santangelo Funeral Home
635 Mcbride ave Woodland park, New jersey
viewing from 9am-10pm
service following right after.
We haven't met in person but I know your sister Onica and just wanted to send my condolences to you and your family, I am lifting up Hannah and your family in prayer. ♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for your prayers and thank you for taking the time out to read about Hannah's journey. xoxo
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