Glory be to god i'm getting better talking a lot better and getting stronger unfortunately there still not telling me when i will be released because without oxygen my o2 saturation( oxygen intake) is low but everyday is another day of improvement. Hannah is doing great she's comfortable vitals are stabile and no talk of having to induce labor or anything like that thank god, i was suppose to post something on my blog but i was too tired i haven't slept in two not being able to breathe so now i'm breathing better i used yesterday to catch up on my sleep but here i am today on the day the lord has made for me and you. I miss my girls so much Kairi is on her spring break in maryland with her grandma she doesn't know i' m in the hospital don't want to ruin her trip but i've talked to her everyday via phone or texting its so funny texting a 8 year old when i was her age i was just hype to talk on a house phone now these kids are texting and oovoo-ing thats leah thing my 14 month old she oovoo's with her grandma lol too funny.
My mom has been so much help to me and kevin these past few days i'm so happy to see my mom step up and help us not to say she wouldn't but its just different this time, it made me realize you have to let people do at there own time its so much better that way instead of forcing or making people feel guilty for what there use too, something has to click in the persons head for them to get it and i think it clicked in my moms head, too be honest she's all i ever had with little issues and money problem she was always there but this is the best and leah loves and adore her grandmother (probably because leah runs the house) but they have a relationship and i love that since my mom has leah kevin can focus on me i can focus on getting better not worrying about leah it helps a lot. I love my mom and thankful for her and all those who have been here with me since day one.
Its thursday people y'all should know what that means if not well i will tell you today i am 37 weeks im considered full term this makes me want to get out my hospital bed and bust a holy spirit dance god is good...no scratch that chicken is good god is magnificent, amazing, worthy all those uplifting words im praying i go all the way to may 1st or 2nd i want a may baby even though my mom wants a april baby cause she's the only april person in the family but for some reason i think may suits hannah i still have so much to do pack my bags hannah's bag PLUS we are in the process of looking for another place because where we are staying isn't suitable for the winter i'm not waiting for next winter the house is too old and he cant fix that problem were trying to move before i have the baby so we will see what happens with that keep us in your prayers so much so little time but i know i can handle it and all will fall into place.
Some good news there thinking about letting me go tomorrow yay!!!! WOOO HOOO hopefully
that does happen and there not playing with my emotions i got to see my little mama today it was so good to see her i feel like she got so big in that one day i didn't see her. My mom's job was able to give her another night off so that was great so kevin could stay and keep me company and hopefully im out of here tomorrow to come back in about 2 to 3 weeks lol well that is it for tonight thank you for the feedback from the readers it motivates me to keep writing and hopefully one day i can help another going through something like this. stay blessed
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